i don't believe in romance.

i still can't get over the fact that i sit here and write about myself. it's a little narcissitic [sp? -->what an idiot, i could just use the spellcheck function, couldn't i?]

so... i was thinking about romance....and how much it sucks. Are you really out there? are there really people in the world that exist and say wonderful and beautiful tinkg? and surprise you? and bring you lunch? are you real? i think not. boys are...boys. and they will forever be so. i dont even think i can go there anymore. why would you do that? fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. and i guess i shouldnt generalize, but how can u know? someone once told me, el que se enamora pierde, and im beginning to think that this is true. once upon a time, i believed love was beautiful and kind. love is war. love is a losing game.

love is scary.

prince charming are you there? are you just a figment of my imagination?
sometimes love come around. it knocks you down.
just get back up when it knocks you down....

i don't believe in romance.
i won't believe in romance.
i can;t believe in romance.