there is a lot left unsaid.

"all that you had doesnt seem so much for you to hold onto, for you to belong to."

i don't you can ever really make anyone feel what you want them to feel. you can't make anyone love you, you can't make anyone hate you. you can't make anyone listen. and you can't convince someone of something that they don't want to believe.
I think that ive made al ot of mistakes in my life. some of which i have already paid for, and others, i know will come. i believe in karma... and i have been through a lot. and i've lost a lot of friends in the process. but now im starting to wonder.... if those people arent in my life, or chose not to be in my life.. what's next? more people? will i always feel the need to fill the void? where in my life does everything work?

im sorry.